Exam is round the corner, cma exam will starts this saturday and the last paper will end on friday.I dun think that i have been mugging hard enough, there are so many distractions!!!I just went to see my Hyun Joong oppa the other day at TM, ahhhhhh so happy!!! Finally can see him and some more for free.His looks is just simply PERFECT.He is so charming, so cool, so 4 dimensional. I hope that he will come to Singapore again...

In church, Yao Hua chuan dao reminded me of what it means to work for God.
Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward.It is the Lord Christ you are serving.Collossian 3:23-24

This verse has been my motivation and purpose for studying, but now I have better understood what this verse means.God want me to study extremely hard with all my heart, then go for the exam and commit it to Him completely.Regardless of whether the result turn out to be good or bad, all I have to do is to commit all to Him and put my trust in Him.So pray that God will give me the motivation, strength, intelligence,wisdom and hope when I study.

Do everything without complaining or arguing Philippians 2:12

Today is such a great day because there is no school haha:)I managed to take a long afternoon nap and do the things I which I have been wanting to do:):):)
I guess I have complainned and grumbled too much over the weeks. There are so many things to be Thankful for...Thank God for blessing me with such a great parents who love me so much, who are willing to spend so much money on my educations and daily expenses without any complaint.Thank God that Aunt Roslin's cyst is not cancerous. Thank God for blessing me with a good education and dreams to pursue. Thank God for nav and church, allowing me to learn more about Him.Thank God for blessing with a home to stay in, one that is safe. Thank God for the people around me-friends and family, some truly love me, and willing to accept me for who I am , others still think that I am a small little girl when I am actually more mature than most thought haha.Thank God for everything that has happened in my life , good or bad. Thank God for all the little blessings that happen to me everyday, though I often take His grace for granted...God is so good to me , what's more for me to ask for?I shall stop grumbling and start thinking about all things are great:)

There are so many people(friends and family) whom I love and concern for ...It takes a lot time to build up trust between people yet it only takes a few seconds to break this trust.It is difficult for one to open up fully to someone, even for me.There are times when I do not wish to share my sadness, anger or frustration with others. I just want to keep somethings to myself and to God.However, we will never get to understand each other well, if we keep everything to ourselves.There will always be a thick block between people who are not open up to each other.I thank God for my friends and family.I am learning to open myself up more and more.To express my emotions and not hiding everything inside.I hope that some of you will be more open, because I am always there for you whenever you needs me...